"I Gotta Watch My Back Cause I’m Not Just Anybody"

Ok... So lately I've kinda been in this weirdish mood... I've been craving change and I've also been wanting to try anything and everything New foods, new clothing styles, new shoes, etc.....Strange I know. I really want to rearrange everything in my apartment... But I've only lived here for 2 months so I figure to appear as though I am semi-normal maybe I should wait at least another month... But I did decide that it was time for a change with my hair...

I like it actually and have decided I'm going to keep it dark for a while. But yea, I can't quite explain my "mood" that I've been in... But it's a weird one...But a good fun one!
Well, I've been doing a lot better with the going to church thing... That is mostly in part to Desiree. She is now in Primary as a sunbeam and she LOVES LOVES LOVES it... Which is a good thing. But yea, I went to church 3 of the 4 sundays in January. GO me! And yea, it's a great ward... The people are all very nice. And they actually talk to me(which is the problem I ran into being in my Utah wards-no one would talk to me when i would go). So that also makes it a little easier to go.
I'm still lovin Arizona! Seriously, this has been the best thing I have ever done was move down here. I couldn't be happier! It's a beautiful state. The weather is absolutely perfect(most of the time). Seriously, I never want to ever leave Arizona...
So the other night my brother(my mom and one of my brothers are here visiting me for a little bit...) and I were given tickets (by my home teacher) to the Suns/Bobcats basketball game(great seats too! 16th row from the court). I was pretty excited... Even though I've been a jazz fan I thought maybe if I was impressed, I would find a new team... So anyway. I just have to say, I am still a jazz fan... Honestly the suns fans suck as far as I'm concerned... Don't get me wrong, I had a blast at the game and had a blast hanging out with my brother, but there wasn't nearly as much "support" or "rowdiness" from the fans like at a Jazz game. I've been to quite a few jazz games and they are always a blast and LOUD... seriously, it was almost like going to a funeral...It was soooo quiet at the game. And another thing, the suns players aren't nearly as cute as jazz players are. So even though I am living in Arizona I am going to openly admit I am sticking by the Utah Jazz...
And yea... well that's my update for now...

Wake Up In the Mornin Feelin Like P-Diddy...

Well, first off Happy New Year. In honor of a new year, I decided it was time that I finally start up my blog again. Like my title,I'm starting off fresh. 2009 was a mostly craptastic year...Desiree broke her arm and had to have surgery(twice), I lost friends and family members that I was rather close to, and as most of you know I got divorced. But there were things in 2009 that were good: I managed to loose 60 pounds(but gained some back thanks to stress), was able to travel quite a bit to places I had never been or hadn't been in a long time, finally moved out of Utah and down to Arizona, and was finally able to become friends with my ex-husband again. So I am determined to make 2010 a good year. With my fresh start I'm going to actually take advantage of it and change stuff. First off I'm going to loose the weight I gained. I am going to get back into going to church again(since I basically have been inactive for the past year and a half). I am going to take every opportunity to make and gain new friends and also keep a good relationship with the ones I already have both in Utah and here in Arizona. I am going to continue to make sure Desiree is happy and have tons of fun with her and teach her new things. And I am going to learn to budget and save money. And that's just a start of what I am going to do this year. I'll get a head start on those and then I am sure I will add more stuff in there. Well, I better get to bed so I can work on one of my goals:Going to church tomorrow.... So nuh-nite!