Well I haven't updated lately... No excuses as to why...Just haven't. But I've totally been reading everyone Else's updates... Anyway. Lets see what's gone on with me since I last updated:
*I made my first trip up to Utah since the divorce and since I moved here to Arizona.It had been about 4 months. I thought I would be OK.. I wasn't. It was nice to see my friends Leauna and her family and a couple of my other friends from my old job at the hospital. But I couldn't stand being there...I had flashbacks of all the bad memories and just the claustrophobic feeling I had before I left Utah. I ended up even cutting my trip short. And to top it all off, I got stuck in snow when I was leaving. I literally had to get out of my car twice in the middle of I-15 (in my flip flops because I totally forgot to take shoes with me) and move snow from around my tires because my car was STUCK right in the middle of the freeway. And of course people got out to help other cars that got stuck... Not me. But that's OK. I managed and made it back to sunny Arizona 13 hours later... It was a long day.
*The Tuesday before I made my trip to Utah my car was broken into. They broke my rear passenger window and stole my purse(i had forgotten to grab it out of my car). So needless to say when I came out the next morning to leave for work I had no window and no purse. Oh and no access to money... The police ended up finding my purse and wallet... But the people who did it took my 2 bank cards, my drivers license(which was my utah one), my phone chargers(both my car one and my regular one), and my small digital camera. I was lucky enough to get back the rest of my credit cards and my social security card. So I had to take an extra day off work and go get an arizona license...after looking half the day for my birth certificate. And lucky enough I have a good friend who helped me out by going with me to get plastic and tape to cover my window and he "bandaged" up my window for me. At some point I will get it fixed... I have to pay for it myself...so it may not be for a few months that I get the window fixed.Its all good though.
I think that is the majority of my updates. The weather here has started getting gorgeous! I am so loving it! I know within a couple months though it's going to hit the 100s... I'm OK with that. But that means I'll be doing more swimming. Which means I need to loose the 30 pounds I put on dealing with the stress of my divorce and all. I'm pretty excited though cause at work they are doing "the Biggest Loser" thing. It's free and who ever wins it gets a $200 gift card for a new wardrobe. I'm OK if I don't win. I just want to loose the weight again! And I think this will give me good incentive!

Now it's kinda my venting/complain time... So I got this way at Thanksgiving, Christmas and New years, and now Easter...I'm honestly in a mood...I guess you could call it a funk...where I don't even care to celebrate holidays. If I had it my way I probably wouldn't have celebrated any of them. I'm hoping its just cause it's been my first holidays "single". But I don't know. I don't miss being married per say, but I miss the "family aspect" of holidays..and well some days in general. I don't feel bad or regret my decision to get divorced(as bad as that may be), because honestly it has been the best thing for us all. I just miss having a "family". I know Desi and I are our own little family but it's not the same. So right now with Easter being here, I haven't been in the mood to do anything "eastery". Tonight I did dye eggs with Steph and Desi. It was fun. But yea, needless to say I am ready for Easter to to be over. I know that's the wrong attitude, but I'm just being honest. I want to snap out of this funk/mood.

Well I'm laying here falling asleep FINALLY! So that is all for now...